Fear of having Faith kills dreams

One of my spiritual gifts is "Faith." For the longest time I lived life not understanding why people didn't have the same amount of confidence in God as I did. "What do you mean you doubt He'll do that for you? He is GOD so of course He can!" I didn't understand until I realized [...]

My Anxiety Monster

For some reason I thought I’ve talked about anxiety on here before, but apparently I can’t find it. So if that’s the case, we’re going to talk about anxiety today.  Back at the end of 2017 into 2018 I struggled with a lot of anxiety. Anxiety was never something I’d really dealt with before and [...]

What am I doing wrong?

"What am I doing wrong? I'd do whatever it took for my life to look a certain way, to get what I want... if only I knew what it would take."  “You’re looking for a method to make life work. That’s the Old Way. Whatever method you choose becomes your master. You’ve served many masters [...]

He withholds to protect

One of my New Year's Priorities is to read the bible in a year. I have yet to read the entire bible, and even recently discovered that there is a book called Nahum I wasn't aware existed... #TrueConfessions. I got the Daily Walk Bible in order to help keep me on track with this goal [...]

New Year’s Priorities

When someone says “I don’t have time for that,” what they’re really saying is “That’s not a priority for me.” [168 Hours – Laura Vanderkam] Think about that for a moment. When you say you don’t have time for something, is it truly because all 168 hours in your week are booked up 100%, or [...]

Tongues of fire

On Thursday I went to an Elevation Worship concert in Lancaster. Whenever I go to things like that, I always desire to encounter the Holy Spirit. The new “Jericho Prayer” on my wall I circle every day says: “Holy Spirit, come upon me. Light a blazing fire within my soul.” I have been craving Him, [...]

I cried over Starbucks

Today, I cried over Starbucks. True story. It's been a rough start to the semester at work. We're short staffed which means I'm running around filling in the gaps. So this morning, when I went on THREE failed attempts at finding a Starbucks on my way to Delaware, I got frustrated and emotional. I almost [...]

The pride of life.

Today I was going to post a blog about how I’m afraid of the dark. Legit. Spiritual warfare has been real lately ya’ll. The longest stretch of nightmares, fearing sleep, and 100% afraid to turn my lights off I’ve had yet. So bad that I bought a cool nightlight off Amazon at 1am a week [...]

Heartbreak.

Recently, when I asked God what He wanted me to be working on right now to look more like Him, I sensed Him say: Humility & Gentleness. Panicking and defeated, I prayed, “I can’t do that on my own, I have no idea where or how to start.” And in true God fashion, when we [...]

Discovery.

Discovery is a beautiful thing. I’ve learned a lot about myself over the past 48 hours, but the neat thing is that the Lord has been working longer than my recognition of His movement. He is constantly at work, constantly moving, whether we “see” what He is doing or not. Here are a few discoveries [...]